Boy Troubles...Help Anyone?

In September, I met this guy. Call him Zach. Anyway, I fell in love. But I never told him. Eventually around December, rumors spread. Apparently it was obvious that I liked him. Things were awkward for a while, but we got over it. But I was still <3d him. I tlked about him all the time. Somewhat stalked him. :/ Anyway, in jan, we started texting. Normal, generic conversations. We never brought anything weird up..... So one day I was at a friends house w/ antr grl.Lets call them Megan and Jackie. Well, jackie asked to use my phone to text him and promised not to bring me up. Well, he called. I was pinned and gaggedwhile they asked him out for me. He said no, (just broke up w/ othr grl, didnt no me well , tru) but sweetly i wasnt even upset. Things are getting weird now tht he is dating a friend who was told tht i now hate her. he however, apologizes for not loving me. i just luv him mre now. hes still friendly. i told him he made me cry one day: 'wht? tell me let me Make it bttr.' he nvr undrstnds y i luv him